Thursday, December 17

YLDP PICS!!

PICS! :D ENJOY!

WAHAHHA! MY TEAM! ATTACK! kenot see me im hiding behind holding the white flag =p

XD KinHoe's TEAM SO BORING D:

ATTACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!



TOUCHDOWN!!!!!!!!!!



soo mani ppl :DDDD


from the left: Wen,Joel,Desmond *concentrate*


HORRRRR!!!! LOOK WHAT HE TOLD US TO DO!!! LOOK CAREFULLY!!


Star Gazing<33


STOOOPID KINHOE!! CHEATING D:


DORMMATE!!

from the left: michelle, Delia, Joel, MEE!

me & Alicia<33

Me, Michelle and aunt.Choy Quin<3

QUARTERBACK's TOWEL D: unfortunately, IT FELL DDD:

Me,Michelle,RACHEL!!
YLDP WAS AWESOME!! MEET YOU GUYS AT YOUTH QUAKE NEXT YEAR!!

Sunday, December 13

YLDP 2009!!!!!!!

before i went to yldp, i didn't have the mood to go. Bcuz, i was addicted to maple :X i know i know...bad bad...anyway i went there and realised that Darynn and Daphne and Darren din go== only cherrie went. anyways, of course i made friends there (:

1st day..
i went to TMCPJ for the bus heading to cameron highlands. i got there quite early so only Edwin and Zhiwei is there.(not bad i rmbr their names) then came KinHoe and his cousin. i dono his cousin's name== anyway, we got on the bus around 9am n reach there around 2.45pm (: then just crap around aft that. until sleeping time=p oh yeah,i showered in the evening. UNFORTUNATELY,the heater spoilt. so almost every1 bathe cold water. the water was FREEZING COLD that my hands actualy turned purple.

2nd day..
i woke up at 6.30am cuz i was cold and couldn't sleep back-.- didnt have a good night sleep..haihz. then i had breakfast n i get to know my devotion group(group 13) then i went for my session. here,i met Koh-Cheng Jia Wen and Rebekah. aft that,was lunch,,blabla then TEAM BUILDING! We went to a field near by. there we played some...command and conquer game=.= it was so cool but i got a sponge hit on my hair EW! and i stepped on mud. thanks to ZhiWei..!! and i didn't shower aft that.REASON: Timothy say no time. we have to practice for tonight's worship. so i was co-worship that night! it was okay i guess. people say i sound like Radiance, really? and Radiance say my voice so sweet o.o

3rd day..
everything almost same. but no team building. whole say session=.= anyway,i met michelle(roommate-sleeping abv me) and her friends :Alicia,Rachael,Becky,Ashwini,Kim.(sorry if i forget any1). AND TONIGHT IS SPECIAL NIGHT! during the cold and dark night,we played games! my team was "Quarterback!" 1st game i played is the rice game..o.o 'put ur face on the plate full of rice then sweep it into a bottle. objective:get the most rice. Isaac say "put saliva on ur face so can stick more!" then me n Theresa put some on our face..Angeline and Yin Tze nvr put o.o so gross XP 2nd game is the mentos game o.o objective:chew as many mentos your team can. each of us supose to run to the table where the "bowl" is then put your face inside the bowl which has mentos,water and flour. THAT WAS SO COOL! aft you done chewing the HARDD mentos, you go back to your team,you will shiver!! xD anyway 3rdgame is eating a sponge cake. objective:finish the cake. our team pair up 1 boy 1 girl, girl cut boy eat. so i paired up with Isaac. i cut too big so he cannot stuff it in his mouth so i have to continue eating then he eat again. and that night they gave newspapers scotch tape,straws, a corn. to build a structure so tahan 2corns=.= my team was the only team who fell.

4th day..
last night here..SAD! anyway, activities like normal. team building was uhh..sorta stressful cuz some were not halping ): anyway we made it through ^^ then at night i went star gazing. well, at least a while.. it was so beautiful! the whole sky filled with stars ^^ then suddenly a van came n SPOIL THE WHOLE THING D: i actually lie down on the bitumen road to see the stars with Rebekah,KinHoe and dono who else..

5th day..
day to go back ): i was eating.....then somebody say "the bus is here!!"oh no! i stuffed everything inside!! @.@ then didn't get to hug every of my friends ): so i sat with MeiYan in the bus. then when we stopped at tapah, i had carsick=.= almost every1 had carsick. then Kinhoe and his friend(forget whats his name) help me up a high wall to sit :D then in the bus meiyan sat infront then kinhoe sit beside me. whoa,he can really talk @.@ n its cool! it passed my time o.o when i reach TMCPJ, SAD! gotta go back home ): and i had christmas dinner at cousin house! YAY!

Tuesday, November 24

[M]agnectic [R]esources [I]imaging

today horr...i went to the hospital. for MRI scanning. anyway..cut the long story short. In the room only me can go in T_T daddy!!Mother!!noo!! then she call me to take out everything F6 in a changing room larr..except underwear<3 n im not suppose to wear anything metallic. i took out my earring my necklace my bra xD then wear uhh......hospital clothes o.0

Then she injected dye in me so the scan can be more clear^_^ when she injected i was like!! [TAHAN!!!TAHAANN!!!] SOOO pAINfUL WEih!!!! anyway. she took out the needle and put uhh sorta dye..hvnt inject inside my blood...then she call me to wait n hold the syringe T_T then when it was my turn..i went in the room..

The guy so friendly wehh..;p anyway,i went into the machine..soooo noisy n boring!! cannot move somemore!! so i just sing songs in my head to pass the time<3>w<

Tuesday, November 10

Actual birthday 10.11.94

the day started when i woke up F3. i went shopping<333
Mc FlurrRRry<333


wai sek guai~~ kakakaka


wohoo~ sexy body x]


OMG!! pregnant lady on the left.. F3


OMG BENG WAT DID U DO TO ME?! F3


OMG SLIM ON THE LEFT!!!


O.O left prettier F3

looks so nice on me F3 OMG FATTY ON THE RIGHT

pretty as usual~~~~

Tuesday, November 3

Bored till DeaThz..

PENGUINS OF MADAGASCAR

It's holiday already..i know it's nice. BUT! there's not much to do..especially when maple is server check-ing or patch-ing..so i decided to blog o.0.
UNFORTUNATELY, i don't have any news to blog. so i decided to just put some pictures that is my taste. (: ENJOY~
LOOKIE ITS MORT!! one of my favourite character <33

hahahahaha...[L]augh [O]ut [L]oud


sorry if you can't see what're they saying
A: Did you know that when a penguin has found its mate,they together for the rest of their lives?
B: would you be my penguin?
soo sweet^^
I SURE WISH...

aww...dont you know that i miss you everynight? T_T
too busy for me? ):

Friday, October 30

THANKS KJ

KJ i thank you so much that you always cheer me up =] and that was the nicest thing any1 has ever done to me since i came to high school..<33 All the best in your studies and getting over that girl Or get her back =] God Bless You~



Thursday, October 29

a Bird inside a tiny Cage

early in the morning when i just woke up 6:41am. "It's friday" i thought to myself. I thought maybe my parents could at least let me go a little, let me go online. but NO!!!!!!!! only saturday and sundays im allowed to go on the computer!! let me check my schedue

SATURDAY
morning-bathe dog
aftnoon- music workshop
night - dinner outside

SUNDAY
morning - church
aftnoon - cousin house
evening - badminton
night - dinner outside

I AM SOOOO PACKED UP I DONT EVEN HAVE TIME TO PLAY!!!!!!! i cried. IT SUCKS TO BE IN A FAMILY THAT LOCKS YOU UP FROM THE WORLD!!!!!!!!! HELLO PEOPLE?!?!?!?!?! im 15!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! is it really thaaaaaaaaat difficult to let me go JUST A LITTLE BIT?! no computer, no fone, nt allowed to go anywhere. which teen can survive this TORTURE!? I HATE MY PARENTs!!!!!!!!!!!! seriously, they dont understand me. THEY NEED TO KNOW THAT THE PAST AND THE FUTURE ARE DIFFERENT! AND PEOPLE SHOULDN'T LOOK AT THE PAST BECAUSE IT HAS ALREADY GONE! PEOPLE SHOULD LOOK FORWARD TO THE FUTURE AND ACT LIKE IT!

i have already been sent for counseling by my parents. excuse me? they are the ones who never respect me! and counseling about my parents sucks okay..=.= just because of the stuupid couselor, she doesnt even know how to counsel.. she made me hug my mother n everything. THEY LOVE ME? I DARELY BLOG IT OUT LOUD! IF THEY LOVE ME THEY WON'T HURT ME LIKE I DO NOW!

They expect me to follow everything they say, and in just one call! =.= you'll see everywhere people say they're "striving to be good parents" but me?! do they ever think of their child's feelings? you can be good. but not as torture as this! they think im a toy because im under them=.= i've nvr ever felt so sad about my parents before!

now, im somebody with nothing at all! all i do is on the radio and stare at the ceiling until im tired i go to slp. can i just tell me parents that I HATE THEM?

Monday, October 26

Feeling The Fire

There is a feeling inside me. Feeling of a fire inside you rushing in a high pressure.. you feel high people!! feel like jumping around like a person without worries~! so happy right?^^

But then, even im feeling so happy n light..at the same time...problems keep coming and coming one after another.. CAN THEY EVER STOP!? i had enough before exams..and now its over! I PROMISE MYSELF NT TO GET ANYTHING AFFECT ME!!!well,at least i hope..>.<

i have great friends you know...but some of them really..zzzzzzz they are just too much...but so far it's okay.. btr then before exams..feel so blessed^^ and this is the 1st time im complementing Lakshmi...she really inspires me..she's really good in socializing. i LOOVE to talk and make friends..just pray that i wont be afraid of the society^^ now a days, im soooooooo into maple...too addicted...>.<

i seriously dont understand what's with girls so bothered with guys..well,they dont bother me..and i think hanging out with them is fun..all the hang out with is just girls girls n girls!soon they'll marry a girl n become a less bian..=.= hope they'll just change..


to be honest, i hate sexist..i really hope the "new frends" i make nxt year are nt racist..=.=



Sunday, October 18

Sunway Lagoon<33

16.10.2009 *joyful n tiring moments* =]


OMG!!! 20mins inside there can you believe it?! IM NVR GOING INSIDE AGAIN!


Place of dinner =]


WOW.....LOOK AT THE BILL!!! haha


Me & Tau2


Me & Isabelllllll =p


Me & Jushin

Sunday, June 7

To choose...THIS or THAT?

Apple Or Orange??
Its hard to decide between two things....for me...well, if it was for you,what would you choose? apple or orange?
Apple for me, i can eat raw which is sweet...juice it also pretty not bad..it look attractive from the outside too!!

Orange.....i think i prefer juice than eating raw..raw is nt bad also....doesn't reli look attractive to me.....

but anyway, i always eat orange for some reasons...apple wasn't reli my family's choice..but orange hurt my fingers peeling the skin...

which do you people choose?? orange beauty in the inside(outside stil okok) or apple beauty on the outside(inside okok)??

Tuesday, June 2

i am annoying??



lol??? this is da results of facebook's quiz........=.='' is it true ah im really thaat annoying?? maybe i should change myself be quiet n stop bothering people...=s CONTROL MYSELF!!!

Thursday, May 28

hapiiiiiiiii!!! HOLIDAY PLAN!!

yeay!!! exam are over!!!!!!!!! yipee!!! after a whole week of studying madness.....weee!!!!!!!!!!!! i don't care how i did for my exams i just think about how to spend my holidays..........hm...lets see.....
saturday - think of beng
sunday - think of beng
monday - think of beng..

no...thats boring.............=.=..

saturday....BK!??! then.....bring my dog for a walk!(evening) walk up walk down...what about afternoon!!?? uhh.......play piano,sms beng<33>
sunday.........go lichern church??(nt sure) then play piano..ply wid dog...evening activities(usual)
monday.......OMG THIS DAY GONNA BE BORING!!! mun's house-------its quite boring there..sms beng,play piano, see mun play comp(worst of worst)=.= *hope my dad comes back early* see beng in 2tion!!
tuesday........same mun's house....*hope my dad comes back early* bring dog for walk..slack see beng in 2tion!!
wednesday.....same thing..............
thursday........SAME THING!!!!!!!!!! ill go craazy!!! hope mum takes leave i can stay at home at least i feel more comfortable....=.=
friday..CHURCH CAMP!!!YEAYY!!!!*hope it'll be fun* until sunday~lalala~ oh man..d another week..............................=.= MAN TOO MUCH HOLIDAY ACTUALY KILLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *hope can date beng which is 100% a wont-come-true-dream* =.=

THATS MY STUPID LOUSY PLAN....=.=

Tuesday, May 19

The world is all about love right now.....=]


1 Corinthians 13 :4-7

Love is patient,
Love is kind,
It does not envy,
it does not boast,
it is not proud,
it is not rude,
it is not self-seeking,
it is not easily angered,
it keeps no records or wrongs,
love does not delight in evil but but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects,always trusts,always hopes, always perseveres.



every1 needs love as every1 knows...without love, i bet some1 will plan to kill himself!! how terrible!! anyways..love is everywhere!!! don't have to be sad that "love" from boyfriends has gone or something...it's everywhere you can have it whenever you want it..for example, Parents..they sure love me..=] even sometimes they scream at me..i admit its my wrong..=p sometimes i really dont listen to them..or just being too slow....xD They give you everything they have just to make you happy,that's big sacrifice...

Friends give you their love too!! when you're sad, emo, or anything that is bad, friends are the one who tell jokes to cheer you up..some people say friends are to betray..to me,well yes even if i dont betray..but true friends dont betray...and i believe i have alot of true friends!!

Pets,aw..these lil cutie plushie toy just cheers you up. whenever im sad, ill go to them and cry and tell them what i feel, even i dont know wheter they understand me...but, instead of crying with me, they seem so happy and lick my tears up!! how sweet are they..=] and i love my pets too! once they ran out..and im super worried they have somethings hapen to them..but THANK GOD they're always save even running across a busy road...

Lastly and MOST IMPORTANTLY...God's love...everytime when im sad..as in..crying, a breeze will always blow against my way so i could feel it..when i take a deep breath, feels much better..its the Holy Spirit my comforter comforting me...Pray too can help me feel God's love or doing devotion...

LOVE IS IN THE AIR PEOPLE!! DON'T MATTER WHETER LIFE IS GOING TO END OR NOT..YOU KNOW GOD WILL BE THERE TO TAKE CARE FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
^v^

Saturday, May 9

One day trip to Pulau Ketam

At first i had lots of project to be done so i wasn't really happy when i heard we were going there with jh's family and mun..anyway...We went to Restaurant Goowill before d journey starts..i had prawn mee and carrot juice without ice and milk...

My breakfast..Heheheheh


Mun & Me!!!!!!


Well, we ride on a boat, they call it "ferry boat"...d ticket was rm105 including all!!!! how expensive + they're mad...no aircon sumore....=.=...and there is this mad girl!!! believe it or not she's the tourguide.....i can't understand a word she's sayin!! then suddenly she will sing songs,and dance like a mad cave-woman...

This is her..=.=
anyway, almost an hour later, we reached pulau ketam..they were crabs on the whole island!!!!!!! everywhere!!! SOOOO MANI!! and they were at least the smallest i saw was at least 2inch small!!!! how amazing!! then we went makan-makan..

Pulau Ketam Crabs..HUGE RITE??


This was taken outside the shop i ate...let me explain a little bout this town....its like a kampung...there is no cars here...only bicycle everywhere!! and futhermore..they were thuns of cute guys there...not like here...cheh!! none at all!!! and the houses there are okay for me...they left it open LOL!!! the things there are not cheap too!!!
This ice-cream was bought at Pulau Ketam after a hot trip there and we went back to the boat with some snacks...believe it!! this normie-potong costs RM1.50!!!! so expensive!! and i dropped the half of it on floor...TwT sooo sad.....before this happen, the mad tour-guide was screaming "Ferry boat"!!! then we all heard it was "very guud" in a wrong pronounciation...=.= anyways...i hvnt tell you about the "ferry boat"'s toilet BOWL.....

yeap, its the toilet bowl..=.=......d light is just the sea if you can't see what's that...IM NVR SWIMMING IN SEAS!!!!!!! the trip was quite fun and i was really tired and sticky....=]