a Bird inside a tiny Cage

early in the morning when i just woke up 6:41am. "It's friday" i thought to myself. I thought maybe my parents could at least let me go a little, let me go online. but NO!!!!!!!! only saturday and sundays im allowed to go on the computer!! let me check my schedue

SATURDAY
morning-bathe dog
aftnoon- music workshop
night - dinner outside

SUNDAY
morning - church
aftnoon - cousin house
evening - badminton
night - dinner outside

I AM SOOOO PACKED UP I DONT EVEN HAVE TIME TO PLAY!!!!!!! i cried. IT SUCKS TO BE IN A FAMILY THAT LOCKS YOU UP FROM THE WORLD!!!!!!!!! HELLO PEOPLE?!?!?!?!?! im 15!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! is it really thaaaaaaaaat difficult to let me go JUST A LITTLE BIT?! no computer, no fone, nt allowed to go anywhere. which teen can survive this TORTURE!? I HATE MY PARENTs!!!!!!!!!!!! seriously, they dont understand me. THEY NEED TO KNOW THAT THE PAST AND THE FUTURE ARE DIFFERENT! AND PEOPLE SHOULDN'T LOOK AT THE PAST BECAUSE IT HAS ALREADY GONE! PEOPLE SHOULD LOOK FORWARD TO THE FUTURE AND ACT LIKE IT!

i have already been sent for counseling by my parents. excuse me? they are the ones who never respect me! and counseling about my parents sucks okay..=.= just because of the stuupid couselor, she doesnt even know how to counsel.. she made me hug my mother n everything. THEY LOVE ME? I DARELY BLOG IT OUT LOUD! IF THEY LOVE ME THEY WON'T HURT ME LIKE I DO NOW!

They expect me to follow everything they say, and in just one call! =.= you'll see everywhere people say they're "striving to be good parents" but me?! do they ever think of their child's feelings? you can be good. but not as torture as this! they think im a toy because im under them=.= i've nvr ever felt so sad about my parents before!

now, im somebody with nothing at all! all i do is on the radio and stare at the ceiling until im tired i go to slp. can i just tell me parents that I HATE THEM?