hapiiiiiiiii!!! HOLIDAY PLAN!!

yeay!!! exam are over!!!!!!!!! yipee!!! after a whole week of studying madness.....weee!!!!!!!!!!!! i don't care how i did for my exams i just think about how to spend my holidays..........hm...lets see.....
saturday - think of beng
sunday - think of beng
monday - think of beng..

no...thats boring.............=.=..

saturday....BK!??! then.....bring my dog for a walk!(evening) walk up walk down...what about afternoon!!?? uhh.......play piano,sms beng<33>
sunday.........go lichern church??(nt sure) then play piano..ply wid dog...evening activities(usual)
monday.......OMG THIS DAY GONNA BE BORING!!! mun's house-------its quite boring there..sms beng,play piano, see mun play comp(worst of worst)=.= *hope my dad comes back early* see beng in 2tion!!
tuesday........same mun's house....*hope my dad comes back early* bring dog for walk..slack see beng in 2tion!!
wednesday.....same thing..............
thursday........SAME THING!!!!!!!!!! ill go craazy!!! hope mum takes leave i can stay at home at least i feel more comfortable....=.=
friday..CHURCH CAMP!!!YEAYY!!!!*hope it'll be fun* until sunday~lalala~ oh man..d another week..............................=.= MAN TOO MUCH HOLIDAY ACTUALY KILLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *hope can date beng which is 100% a wont-come-true-dream* =.=

THATS MY STUPID LOUSY PLAN....=.=

The world is all about love right now.....=]

1 Corinthians 13 :4-7

Love is patient,

Love is kind,

It does not envy,

it does not boast,

it is not proud,

it is not rude,

it is not self-seeking,

it is not easily angered,

it keeps no records or wrongs,

love does not delight in evil but but rejoices with the truth.

It always protects,always trusts,always hopes, always perseveres.

every1 needs love as every1 knows...without love, i bet some1 will plan to kill himself!! how terrible!! anyways..love is everywhere!!! don't have to be sad that "love" from boyfriends has gone or something...it's everywhere you can have it whenever you want it..for example, Parents..they sure love me..=] even sometimes they scream at me..i admit its my wrong..=p sometimes i really dont listen to them..or just being too slow....xD They give you everything they have just to make you happy,that's big sacrifice...

Friends give you their love too!! when you're sad, emo, or anything that is bad, friends are the one who tell jokes to cheer you up..some people say friends are to betray..to me,well yes even if i dont betray..but true friends dont betray...and i believe i have alot of true friends!!

Pets,aw..these lil cutie plushie toy just cheers you up. whenever im sad, ill go to them and cry and tell them what i feel, even i dont know wheter they understand me...but, instead of crying with me, they seem so happy and lick my tears up!! how sweet are they..=] and i love my pets too! once they ran out..and im super worried they have somethings hapen to them..but THANK GOD they're always save even running across a busy road...

Lastly and MOST IMPORTANTLY...God's love...everytime when im sad..as in..crying, a breeze will always blow against my way so i could feel it..when i take a deep breath, feels much better..its the Holy Spirit my comforter comforting me...Pray too can help me feel God's love or doing devotion...

LOVE IS IN THE AIR PEOPLE!! DON'T MATTER WHETER LIFE IS GOING TO END OR NOT..YOU KNOW GOD WILL BE THERE TO TAKE CARE FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

^v^

One day trip to Pulau Ketam

At first i had lots of project to be done so i wasn't really happy when i heard we were going there with jh's family and mun..anyway...We went to Restaurant Goowill before d journey starts..i had prawn mee and carrot juice without ice and milk...

My breakfast..Heheheheh

Mun & Me!!!!!!

Well, we ride on a boat, they call it "ferry boat"...d ticket was rm105 including all!!!! how expensive + they're mad...no aircon sumore....=.=...and there is this mad girl!!! believe it or not she's the tourguide.....i can't understand a word she's sayin!! then suddenly she will sing songs,and dance like a mad cave-woman...

This is her..=.=

anyway, almost an hour later, we reached pulau ketam..they were crabs on the whole island!!!!!!! everywhere!!! SOOOO MANI!! and they were at least the smallest i saw was at least 2inch small!!!! how amazing!! then we went makan-makan..

Pulau Ketam Crabs..HUGE RITE??

This was taken outside the shop i ate...let me explain a little bout this town....its like a kampung...there is no cars here...only bicycle everywhere!! and futhermore..they were thuns of cute guys there...not like here...cheh!! none at all!!! and the houses there are okay for me...they left it open LOL!!! the things there are not cheap too!!!

This ice-cream was bought at Pulau Ketam after a hot trip there and we went back to the boat with some snacks...believe it!! this normie-potong costs RM1.50!!!! so expensive!! and i dropped the half of it on floor...TwT sooo sad.....before this happen, the mad tour-guide was screaming "Ferry boat"!!! then we all heard it was "very guud" in a wrong pronounciation...=.= anyways...i hvnt tell you about the "ferry boat"'s toilet BOWL.....

yeap, its the toilet bowl..=.=......d light is just the sea if you can't see what's that...IM NVR SWIMMING IN SEAS!!!!!!! the trip was quite fun and i was really tired and sticky....=]

=] memories

hais...so much memories....I've tried to forget about them but they will stil remind me how happy i was...=]

I can still remember two years back when me n him talk for the 1st time, I talk to him about Maple and telling him that im my cousin brother's cousin sister and i can rmbr the way he 1st smiled at me...it was soo sweet..=) too bad i cnt get to see them again...i can still remember almost every conversation between us....amazing huh?

I can remember when i 1st talk to my best friend - Isabel. It wasn't a "can i be your fren?" talk. It was like..."hey,could you lend me your colour pencil?" how amazing it was 2-3 years back and i could still remember!! plus, it is not a really important thing to remember,somehow it is saved into my memory card...

I remember when i fell down from the bicycle and got a suuper deep cut, you should really look at me..I WAS SOOO WORRIED....xD i thought i would die of blood loss LOL!!! then i went to my dad, he took me to d sink n wash my wound..it was soo painful that my tears were pouring like craazy!!! then my dad put medicine on it, after that day, i didnt want to do any difficult stunts on the bike anymore...

I remember when i was 6..i went to a restaurant,my mother forced me to wear this suuper flowery dress...they were flowers all around!! half way i was eating..my mom saw a bug on my dress..and as you know,im suuper afrraid of bugs. anyway, there wasn't only 1 bug there..they were sooo mani all over my dress!! i was soo terrified i cried..I WAS YOUNG!! from that day onwards, I NVR WEAR THAT DRESS EVER AGAIN!!

memories are fun to recall them...but some memories i recall most make me want to cry, but if i cry, that means im weak...and i dont wanna be weak so i held up my tears trying not to cry...

Its been months......almost half a year now.....still can't let go of him....but THANK GOD i have friends around me to cheer me up, dogs who love me, family who cares...without them, i really dont know how to live on..i'm still making my decision to go on liking him or "it is over" kind...=]